doctors
The Chronic Pain Performance, Act Two
When Being Doubted Makes You Doubt Yourself
depressed
needs
What Do You Need?
I asked ChatGPT to interview me about depression and accidentally uncovered something deeper.
characters
The Theater of the Invisible
On the exhaustion of over-explaining, the "performance" of chronic illness, and why real boundaries require conversation—not telepathy.
psychiatrist
Under Observation
Trying to Stay Human in a Psych Ward
Spiritual
Chasing the Holy Grail of Meds: Part 3 of 3
The grail wasn’t what I thought it would be.
routine
More Machine Than Man
Still waiting. Just better at it.
laugh
Waiting on a Wish?
Or maybe this is it.
Madison
Am I a Coward for Never Leaving My Hometown?
The question I’ve been asking myself for years — and the answer that surprised me
hope
I Didn't Want an Audience. I Wanted Someone to Notice.
On depression, Facebook, and asking for help badly
disability
The Thirty-Year Subscription
On being canceled by a best friend who never actually wanted the title.
Sondheim
When the Music Turned Sour
Surviving the 30-Year Battle Between My Talent and My Depression
gay anthem
Navigating the Hostile Territory of Aging and Attraction
What happens when you realize you’ve participated in your own erasure?