cellist
The Unfinished Symphony
The life I planned. The life I got. And all the music in between.
existential dread
existential
I Give Up
No lessons. No silver linings. Just this.
family
The Strange Part of Caregiving: I Understand Too Much
When someone you love is asking the same questions you are still trying to answer yourself
hope
The Unanswered Question
Does Everything Happen for a Reason?
ocd
The Existential Menace
When My Mom Asked Me, “Now What?”
Spiritual
Chasing the Holy Grail of Meds: Part 3 of 3
The grail wasn’t what I thought it would be.
hope
Chasing the Holy Grail of Meds: Part 2 of 3
The grail wasn’t what I thought it would be.
routine
More Machine Than Man
Still waiting. Just better at it.
laugh
Waiting on a Wish?
Or maybe this is it.
monster
The Anatomy of a Recurring Dream
Why my brain keeps running the same terrifying loops.
hope
I Know Better Now, But I Still Feel Like a Failure
When insight doesn’t quiet the old voice
disability
The Undiscovered Country of Getting Better
After 35 years of suffocating depression, I finally used the last of my air to speak up.